im erkrum amen inch artahaytvum a

che bayc inchi kam vonc piti dimacind karda qo glxum katarvox@??? da urish mard a, da du ches....
patkeracreq inch hacheli kliner ete bolorn asein amen inch aynpes inchpes mtacum en... te lav@ te vat@.... ha, hachax cavot kliner, bayc ardar kliner.... u amen meks artahaytvelu u haskacvac linelu mer bnakan kariq@ kbavarareinq u cheinq tarapi ayn mtqic, vor mez eli chisht chhaskacan, chhaskacan arhasarak, charecin ayn inch spasum einq, arecin ayn inchn aydqan mez dur cher galis, menq urishin uxxvac einq da asum, isk ay en myus mitq@ henc iran er uxxvac isk na da chnkalec.... Verjin hashvov che vor mek angam enq aprum? Misht uzum enq vor mez haskanan, bayc chenq pordzum bacatrel.... cheeee vonc klini? Ba vor chisht chhaskana, kam haskana, bayc chnduni, kam @ndni bayc patasxan@ mez dur chga... u heto tarapum enq... der dzerq chberac arden korcnum enq... ete zbaxvac es asa, vor zbaxvac es, vor dimacinid chtva te uxaaki ches uzum, ete ches uzum asa, vor chspasen te mi qich anc kanes, kgnas, kases... inqan hachax a patahum vor tariner anc parzvum e vor duq nuyn zgacmunqnern uneiq? ba aseiq .... cheeee, cher kareli !!!  anharmar a vonc tenc klini.... u miak emocian vor hima unem ` DZER EQ ARNUM?????   shat hacheli a gaxtniqner unenal@, hetaqrqrutyun ka dranum, bayc ete inch vor ban gaxtni es pahum uremn mi pahanjir vor dimacind gushaki da... bnakan e vor ete aranc qo aselu amen inch qo uzatci pes anen shat hacheli klini, bayc axr na urish mard a e URISH....
Um vra em jxaynacac ???  ashxarhi u nra vor es es ashxarhi masnikn em u hetevabar indz henc senc ankap em pahum ... u mardkanc vor iranc anpoch gtali  ps mej en mcnum u mardkanc vor principyal chen haskanum  (((

ARVESTI PAKASS

linum a che vor uzum es qez inch vor vnas tas bayc mi tesak alarum es... :D
isk ete lurj im im mot arvesti pakas a ... eli u krkin ... shunchs ktrvum a arden... das, gortc, lurj demqi artahaytutyamb animast xosakcutyunner, ankap mardik, vor irancic ban chen nerkayacnum, bayc iravunq en verapahum iranc karciq haytnel ays kam ayn harci shurj, voric angam gaxapar chunen... mi qich realic heru mardkanc kariq unem, voronc het kareli a voch te hertakan angam erkri anmxitar vichakic, daseric, gortceric u mi sharq kencaxayin xndirneric xosal, ayl kareli a mi bajak surchi nerqo jamerov qnnarkumner cavalel` jamanakakic arvestic,  verjin kardacac grqic, tatronic vor ereg eiq gnacel, kam cucahandesic vorn aysor dzez motivacrel er stexcagortcelu...  uzum em nenc ergichneri u ergeri het indz canotacnen vor arajin angam lseluc mi pah angam chhaskanam lavn en te che, isk heto mnacem inch apsos a vor nor em lsum. Ur a en mard@ vor enqan urish a vor kstipi es iran im gortcer@ cuyc tam, vor voch te haraberutyunneric kxosa u aroryaic ayl ir mtorumneric ... odn el chi heruqum... enqan-enqan vor indz tvum a vor arajin isk patahac nman mardun ksiraharvem...

A girl with red lipstick...

A girl with red lipstick... was walking down by Venceslav square...

Brown boots, blue jeans, red leather jacket, brown leather bag, blue big scarf, earwarmers with red hearts. She had everything to feel complete: box of her drawings, music she likes, cup of starbucks coffee and a cigarette. Her eyes were shining, her heart was beating and mind was flying ... She was in love with this city. It was the place were she could sing and even dance while walking, she could look right in the eyes of strangers and smile. A place were she could stand in the middle of crossrowds and wait until her heart will decide in which way to lead her. Here her heart and brain were best friends. This city let her be alone or surrounded with lots of attention... depends of her needs. City was transforming, it was feeling her mood, letting her feel great:  enought crazy, enought risky, enought smart, young and full of life, with lots of energy and plans. This was the place where she was feeling her wings. She was sure that she can do everything she wanted...

A girl with red lipstick was walking down by Venceslav square and thinking... who decided that this huge street must called a square ?..

 October 23, 2011 

hankarcaki orva hankarcaki ankexcacum....

Enqan xarn en mtqers... enqan vaxuc chem artahaytvel, chem qnnarkel... enqan nor temaner en arajacel vor bardzradzaynel djvararanum em anqam es vor patrast em kyanqs patmel grete bolor hetaqrqrvoxnerin ev voch miayn...

Voroshel em inqs im vra el ashxatel u pordzel qich commentel u nervaynanal baneric voronq poxelu izoru chem... 

korcrel em sahman@ chisht u sxali...

misht partqs em hamarel mijamtel en amenin inch im hamar irakan arjeq uni. Misht ashxatel em antesel en past@, vor es anzor em poxel irakanutyun@...   che xosqn en irakanutyan masin chi vorn im dzerqerum e. Amen mard inqn e ir irakanutyan hexinakn u patasxanatun, bayc che vor mer irakanutyan mej en nayev mez harazat mardkanc kyanqer@? ardyoq izoru enq poxelu?  isk ete gtnum enq vor mez harazat mardkanc karox enq ognel? bayc che vor amen mard inq@ piti chanaparh ancni u hasni ir nshanaketin? commentel? mijamtel? bayc et depqum el nmanatip bayc urish mijavayrum mievnuyn e na iren IR nman e pahelu. mijamteld chi ognelu iren poxvel u gal qo gaxaparin u giakcel u @ndunel u aprel qo irakanutyamb. chcommentel? chmijamtel? ba xxchi xaytd? 

uf shat xarn em ... enqan kariq unem inch vor urish moloraki...

karch asac voroshel em!!! el chmijamtel, chcommentel!!! chnervaynanal!!! indz harazat mardkanc arvox sxalnerin, hay ardi chartarapetutyann u shrjapatox anardar ararqnerin... petq e sovorel gitakcel vor kan baner vor anzor enq poxel!!!  chboxoqel!!!! (chnayac dra kariqn arden xexdum e)   chpahanjel!!!, vor qez haskanan, vor qo hayacqnern @ndunen, vor qez zgan!!!

verji verjo asum en naxadiplomayin depresiaya es ameni anun@... uremn husanq vor evs 9 or u es eli mard kdarnam...

 May 13, 2011 

А в наушниках Bon Jovi

Ходила в наушниках, искала тебя....  Хоть какое-то утешенье от всего происходящего.

Пила кофе... Ходила то туда, то сюда. Вспоминала некоторых великих людей. Пыталась понять, откуда взялся этот слон, вроде бы тут муха гуляла, притом, довольная такая, вся светилась, да расцветала. А тут, слон видишь ли...

Я продолжала ходить, как будто бы если остановлюсь, то утону. А в наушниках Bon Jovi напоминал, что это моя жизнь. И почему эта песня всегда появляется так кстати?

It's my life 

It's now or never 

I ain't gonna live forever 

I just want to live while I'm alive 

It's my life

My heart is like an open highway 

Like Frankie said 

I did it my way 

I just wanna live while I'm alive 

It's my life...

все, пошла за мороженным....

 February 11, 2011

im u bolori masin... shat depresik...

inch kargi cinik enq bolors...

patrast enq sirelu menak nra hamar vor da gnahatvum a ... patrast enq handurjelu vorovhetev mez sirum en...   enqan xarn a amen inch... korcnum es chshti u sxali mejtexi en  nurb tel@. Angam linelov mi ayl kargi skeptik, mek a pordzum es nshanner, hushumner u slaqner gntes angam amena anhavanakan texerum. Katigorik agresiv es @ndunum cankacac qnnadatutyun u patrast es parabanelu en mardun ov kasi "che, du voch mi sxal ban ches anum, amen inch chisht a, du karox es, qo mot anpayman kstacvi"... u nenc kasi vor du khavatas... u mi pah ktva te du amen inch gites, angam apagan... isk heto eli kkorcnes qez, ches @nkali irakanutyun@ u amenasarsapelin...   du ches haskana qez u qo cankutyunner@...  kpordzes linel ardar, skzbum dimacini (che vor tenc aveli mardasirakan a) heto qo andzi handep...  heto noric arcunqner, bardzradzayn asvac artahaytutyunner, xostumner...  heto vor chnkates andzit xxchuk linelu past@ kskses mtacel nra masin u vat tramadrutyund artaracnel misht veh hnchox "inq@ lav chi zgum, es ei mexavor, inq@ nman verabermunqi arjani cher..." ev mi sharq nman artahaytutyunnerov... u tenc mijev hajord "garun"...

 February 10, 2011

COFFEE & CIGARETTES

Cup of coffee and a cigarette…

Cigarettes and coffee, man, that's a combination. 

The beauty of quitting is, now that I've quit, I can have one, 'cause I've quit. 

In a downtown, in a small teahouse, near the wooden table… there was an Armenian girl and Chinese boy. He was a filmmaker from US. With all his look he was shouting that he is an artist... scarf, a little bit longer hair, very small mustache, cup of tea and lots of cigarettes...   the way of his smoking was sooo esthetic that girl couldn't take away her eyes from his hand and cigarette...

"I'm so angry to American politics. They are spending so much money to make LA a non-smoking city. Today, people there are not smoking anymore. I just can't understand why are they trying to keep people away from so many emotionally interesting memories. When I was young, smoking was so fashionable. We were smoking secretly… we were skipping classes in high school, we were smoking in the toilets, beyond the building. We were afraid that somebody would catch us, that our parents would know. Every cigarette was full of emotions. And what is the situation now? What are doing young people? How they are getting all that emotions? If they are smoking, they are not doing it secretly… if it’s a secret, believe me… it’s not a cigarette… "

Memories after watching “Coffee and Cigarettes” 

Jan 19, 2011